My first appt !!!!!!!!!!

It went really well. I liked the midwife. although there are three in that practice and my next visit I see a different one but I am sure they probably all are very nice. She did a ultrasound and I feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better. IT is ONE baby(think hubby was a little dissappointed ) and we actually got to see the heartbeat which was so nice! Thank you Jesus! When I miscarried there never was a heartbeat the whole 12 weeks so this made me feel so good. My uterine lining is thick which is good. I am 6 weeks to day so my due date is September 15th. I feel so relieved and am so glad to know things seem to be doing well now. God is good! Even though it is a little bean when I saw that tiny bean and the heartbeat(heatbeat was bigger than baby lol) my heart just melted all over. Pregnancy is trully a miracle. Us a society needs to rethink how we view babies. They are blessings NOT curses. I am so happy to be expecting another blessing. Just wanted to share with you all that were following along. Thanks for any and all prayers and big hugs to you all.

My

first appt with my new midwife is MOnday in the morning. I am hoping she will make me feel a bit better about things, Hopefully she will do a ultrasound so I can know if I am just having one baby or two (since my hormone level was so high) and also that I am not farther along than I think I am. ALso that everything is okay with the pregnancy. If I could know these things then I don't need to see another doctor till it is time to know the sex of the baby lol!!
In other news the snow we got the other night was soooooooooooooo pretty. WE are hoping to see some more today God willing. Maybe I need to do a snow dance. WEll that is about it for today. Maybe i will have more to blog on later on. Just the same old same old here. So what is going on with my friends out in blog land???

P.S. My husband's business is picking up tons ,. I trully praise the Lord for this. I got really worried cause he got real slow but now he is getting phone calls and a good bit of work. Thank you Jesus

So busy lately

IT seems we stay so busy lately, I feel I am not getting everything done but I guess you just have to let some stuff go. The boys have been working with their dad alot this week which is good cause that means work is picking up. IT got really slow and I got really worried but I know the Lord will provide . He always does! I have been trying to keep their school work up even though we have all been so busy and I have been super tired with this pregnancy. I am 5 weeks now . I have a appt with a midwife on MOnday so I am excited about that, MAybe they will do a ultrasound cause i will be 6 weeks then, then we can see if everything is okay , to be sure there is just one, and to make sure I am not farther along than I think I am. But between all of this we have been having basketball games. AHHHHHHHHH!!! Yesterday my sister found out what she is having but I am not gonna spill it cause I am sure there is some she has not gotten to tell yet. Another healthy blessing is what really matters though. Well just thought I would drop in. I feel like all I do is babble every time I blog, I think with every pregnancy I lose brain cells. Wonder how many I got left lol?

thanks!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for all the encouragement I have received ! I just have to say I am in awe of the wonderful ladies I have met through my blog and other places . today was also a awsome day at church so I feel pretty good. And also my hubby's business has been really slow and seems to be picking up so I give God all the glory for that. Thank you Lord!!!!

Just a little rambling

I do not know if it is my hormones or what but I have been thinking about a little of everything today. First I have been thinking about how hard it is to really be a stay at home mom that also homeschools cause you really have not that many friends. Of course sometimes that is good because your heart does need to be in the home but you know what I mean. I am very thankful to have my sister. We have not always been close but Iam super thankful to the Lord for us being close now . Without her suppport somedays I would feel I had none. I also do not understand why people feel the need to comment when things are none of their business. WE have not told many we are expecting again because we just found out and I am so early along but we have ALREADY got negative comments. WE already heard many times so you ARE gonna get fixed this time right. Well no. No,why? Because the Lord told me to be fruitful and multiply. My husband and I have grown so much in our faith but I feel we have so much more to learn. WE are still baby christians in my opinion. So when the word starts their negativity and wordly comments sometimes you rethink if you are doing the right thing, But I KNOW we are ! Just like I know we are doing what we should homeschooling the kids, Afterall we are their first teacher.IF any of your read this and you are a homeschooling mommy God knows you get frustrated, he knows sometimes you get lonely even if you have a housefull, he knows you feel stretched, he knows all this and he also will bless you greatly for following HIs will . Maybe, I am trying to tell myself this I don't know. Maybe all of this is making no sense to anyone else but me and I am just babbling. That is okay too. GOd bless each and every one of you who read my blog . And thank GOd for all the blessings he gives us. Thank you God for blessing us with a pregnancy. May this new year be the best one yet!!!!!!!

Surprise!!!!!

WE are expecting #6!!!!!!!!!! I should be due around Sept 16th. will keep this updated as much as I can! Just wanted to share with you all.

And I do not think I have shared with you all that my sister is expecting!!!! If so I am telling ya again hehe! She is due first of june. Cannot wait to find out what she is having. She finds out next week if baby cooperates. HOping for ...........................well hoping for a girl for her.................. but a healthy baby overall!!!!!!!

Happy New Year

Here is to hoping this year is filled with loving memories and healthy times. WE have had a sick baby for a while now and he is finally getting better so I am very happy about that. Thanks to any and all that were praying. Just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year. WOW! 2008 where does the time go